Jeremy R. Testimony
As a child, my family moved around quite a bit. I always found myself being the new kid, trying to make friends and fit in. In the middle of my high school years my family moved once again, taking me away from the friends and family that I had become close to.
At that point in my life a rebellious and spiteful attitude guided my choices. I began seeking validation from any and every one that would hangout and call me their friend. The circle of friends I kept around me was not very high character guys, and we were always up to no good. Drugs, alcohol, and lawlessness occupied all of our time.
It didn't take long before I found myself on probation, and then in and out of jail. I became reckless and had no regard for anyone but myself. Eventually this lifestyle led to a short stay in a state prison when I was 23 years old. I told myself I would make the best of my troubles, and turn my life around. Nothing changed.
Throughout my adult life, I found myself constantly trying to find my identity, worth, and purpose through drugs and alcohol. I only knew how to deal with life and connect with others through substance abuse. Two years ago I found myself at another breaking point when I lost a house, vehicles, and multiple jobs. I just couldn’t figure out what was missing in my life.
This is when my life changed for the better, and my struggles became a blessing. In September of 2019, I made a phone call to my sister and told her I needed help. My sister proceeded to tell me about a faith-based recovery program called Step Seven Ministries. She said they could help me. I decided to make the phone call. I was able to get a bed and start the program by moving into one of the sober-living homes on November 1st.
I was coming from out of state in Arizona, and my plan was to spend three months in the program. God, however, had different plans. I came to the realization that I couldn’t put a timeline on my recovery. I’ve been a part of the Step Seven Ministries community for over a year now.
When I first got here, I didn't have a vehicle or a job, and things seemed impossible. But, all the guys in the community reassured me to relax and take advantage of everything that the program had to offer. I immediately found myself surrounded by guys who accepted me for who I was and genuinely cared. It didn't matter where I had come from, or what my past looked like. I soon realized that these new brothers of mine would rally around me and have my back.
A year and a half ago I couldn’t have imagined the quality of life I have now. I am constantly reminded of and surrounded by God's love, and I get to experience the joy that comes from His grace. Through the leadership and men of Step Seven Ministries I now have a Christ-centered foundation to stand on. I'm challenged to grow as a man and in my relationship with Jesus. This journey is no longer about what I'm recovering from, but rather, it’s about what I'm recovering to. I’m learning about and becoming the man who God says I am. Thanks to Step Seven Ministries and my Lord and Savior I’m no longer chasing drugs and alcohol, but searching and seeking a relationship with my Heavenly Father!
